you can call me shi(:

i'm in love with my Jesus. i've learned that with Him, i can get through anything this world throws at me.

i'm a dancer. i'm a singer. i'm a worshiper. you should talk to me so we can be friends(:
1 Timothy 4:12♥
day at the beach! :)  (Taken with GifBoom)

day at the beach! :) (Taken with GifBoom)

May 26th at 10PM / tagged: gif. gifboom. / reblog

Day 4

a letter to your sibling.

dear merci,

thank you so much for being the best sister in the world. you are truly a blessing! thanks for always sticking up for me, and making me see things differently.

i want to tell you to never let the world bring you down. you’re way to strong for that. stand firm in jesus and you can do anything you set your mind to. who cares what anyone else thinks?

also, things will get better. i promise you that. ignore all the stupid high school girl drama, it’s not worth your time.

love you sis,

shi.

must…finish…school…

May 25th at 12PM / reblog / 1 note

Day 3

Dear mom & dad,

thank you for always being here for me. i appreciate and love you both so much. i don’t honestly know what i would do without you both. thank you for bringing me up as a proverbs 31 women, clothed with strength and dignity. thank you for teaching me to be strong when things get tough. i really do love you both so so much.

love,
shi

motivation.

i have none. i still have like 2 weeks left and i don’t have any motivation to do anything. i’m behind in like 3 or 4 classes and have until next friday to get completely caught up…this is getting so beyond frustrating. ugh.

i need summer.

When I feel like giving up
When my heart has hurt too much
Feels like I’ve reach the end
No, I won’t turn and run
This battle will be won
When I’ve done all I can
I stand, stand, stand
I stand, stand, stand


this song came on at the right time.

Day 1

Dear *best friend*,

i’m not really sure this counts as a letter to my “best friend,” because i honestly don’t even know if i have a best friend anymore. but you were my last best friend, and i miss you terribly.

we were friends for so long, and it was all ruined in one single day. that breaks my heart, but i know that God had a reason for it. i’m not sure if it was to protect me, to protect him, or to protect you. i don’t know, maybe it wasn’t to protect anyone. maybe it was all just bad luck. some stupid argument that we should have just dealt with. i’m not sure. all i know is that i feel like i gave up on our friendship too soon. maybe i didn’t. i have to live with it now though. i wish you the best in everything that you do. i pray that you’ll find jesus for real. because i know you need him, just like we all need him. sometimes, it just takes some hard times to realize that.

just know that if you ever need me, i’m still here for you. and i always will be.

love you,

shiloh

30 Day Letter Challenge

  • Day 1 — Your Best Friend
  • Day 2 — Your Crush
  • Day 3 — Your parents
  • Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
  • Day 5 — Your dreams
  • Day 6 — A stranger
  • Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
  • Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
  • Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
  • Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
  • Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
  • Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
  • Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
  • Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
  • Day 15 — The person you miss the most
  • Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
  • Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
  • Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
  • Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
  • Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
  • Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
  • Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
  • Day 23 — The last person you kissed
  • Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
  • Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
  • Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
  • Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
  • Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
  • Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
  • Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

May 20th at 8PM / reblog / 2 notes

my happy list

summer. swimming, kings island, being “tan,” and all that other fun summer stuff.

my jesus. reading my bible. late night worship sessions. prayer.

smiling for absolutely no reason what so ever.

making new friends.

singing on the worship team at youth.

school being over in a little over 2 weeks.

reading uplifting blogs on tumblr or any other blogging site.

watching despicable me while babysitting.

going to concerts. i’d really like to go to more this summer. <3

journaling.

realizing that everything’s going to be okay.